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writer, singer, songwriter, theologian, father, and friend

The Church and Theater

Rev. Douglass Anne and I sat down for a conversation about her background in theater and performance and how it intersects with her journey in theology. Do church and theater have lots in common? How do they feed each other? How do they challenge one another?

Good stuff!

We are blessed to have Douglass Anne share her gifts through the Table community. She has a lot to offer, including words and movement and voice that inspire and challenge. If you are looking for a community that seek ways to intersect our various gifts in the spiritual journey, join us at the Table. We’d love to hear your questions and ideas too.


Wholeness Group this evening

Addiction & Grace by Gerald May

Our new Wholeness Group is still in its infancy. We are meeting for the third time tonight, looking at chapter two from Addiction and Grace. There is still plenty of time to catch up and join in the conversation. I still have about three extra books for anyone who needs one.

Remember, this group is less about recovery and more about finding balance and healing. We are not trying to fix anyone in our sessions together. There is opportunity to share stories, struggles, hopes, and ideas.

The two big keys for me out of the reading for this week are these two lines, both on page 31:

“First, although God calls us all toward more perfect life, we cannot personally achieve the state of perfection. … Second, we need to recognize that the incompleteness within us, our personal insufficiency, does not make us unacceptable in God’s eyes.”

Struggling with our addictions, whether they are chemical, relationship, work, or whatever, is about realizing our limits. We can’t fix ourselves. We can’t easily solve this addiction. And that fact does not make us less lovable. We are still loved. God still finds great value in us. There is always hope. Once we admit that we cannot simply overcome these issues, the more likely we are to begin the path toward healing.

If you know someone who is looking for a safe place for this kind of conversation or if you need an informal, supportive group of folks to vent about your struggle to find wholeness, join us this evening, 6:30 PM in the Disciples Room at East Dallas Christian Church (629 N. Peak St., Dallas, TX).


Question for the Pub Tonight

The Bottle Shop

We are meeting at the Bottle Shop (2116 Greenville Ave, Dallas, TX) for conversation tonight. I am going to get some Quesa-D-Yas on their way as soon as we can. Delicious stuff. Our question, though, is a tough one. I’m not sure where we will go with it yet:

Did Jesus understand himself to be God, in line with God, or something else? Did he understand this from birth? If not then, when did he begin to understand it and how?

Part of the question comes from the fact that the four Gospels each define Jesus slightly differently, with a bit of a unique attitude and vocational path. In Luke, Jesus seems to know his purpose as a boy in the temple. In Matthew and Mark, it is the baptism scene where Jesus is announced as God’s beloved child. In John, it is from the beginning of time.

But did Jesus think of himself as God? Was Jesus just really close to God? How do we really know Jesus is God? We don’t have as clear answers. Certainly, Jesus used cryptic language to say things like, “if you have seen me, you have seen the Father.” Sometimes, he affirms others who call him the Anointed One, Messiah. But did he have an internal dialogue going on? “I’m God’s Son. Wonder what I should be doing now? Maybe I’ll heal that lady over there!” That we don’t know.

It should be good conversation tonight. I expect I’ll use a little of NT Wright’s stuff. Bring your answers and questions tonight!


NakedPastor gets another one right.

God Loves Us All - from NakedPastor

Christians make a lot of assumptions about God. It’s actually totally normal. Theology itself is how we each make sense of who God is and what God is up to, and the Bible is not a systematic theology book. At some point, we have to fill in the gaps and holes in our theology with new ideas. Sometimes, we call this tradition, since our broader denomination may do it for us. Still, the challenge of making assumptions is that often we get it wrong and the hole we filled in has to be dug out to make way for something different.

The first response in NakedPastor’s fake text message above is basically what I remember of my theology during high school. It was simple and basically persuasive. God loves me. God died for me. I get to go to heaven. Awesome!

Except – there are lots of those assumptions, and over time, as I paid attention to what God was doing in my life and in the world, many of those assumptions had to radically change. Sure, God loves me, and God’s sacrificial love is poured out for me that I may experience wholeness – but it’s more than just about me.

God loves the world.

Even the people in it who are pretty terrible.

Even the people who get it completely wrong.

Even the people that I think are scum.

God loves everybody.

The more I have followed and sought after God, the more I have come to see how God is not someone or something that I own. Though I can make assumptions, I have to be ready constantly to have those assumptions changed. Sometimes, that’s painful. Sometimes, it’s freeing!

Yes, God loves me. But it’s not about me.

It’s about what God is doing in our world, bringing hope, reconciliation, and healing to everyone.

A better first text to God might be this instead – “Hey, God – thanks for loving everyone! What are you up to in the world today? How can I participate?”

 


The youth gave everyone stoles!

Stoles from the EDCC Youth

Today was Graduation/Youth Sunday at church. It was awesome. Our youth took control, wrote their own prayers, spoke their own messages of challenge, and even gave everyone a stole to wear to remind each of us how we are called to be the hands and feet of Christ. Great word! I am proud of our graduating seniors and all of our young leaders and hope we can continue to hear their voices calling us to make a different world.

When have you felt called? Do you need a reminder? We’ll be posting the service on Youtube later this week.


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