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A Testimony

A testimony is a witness to faith and strength in tough times. Sometimes, it is shared after a struggle when you hit the pits but came out experiencing God’s blessings. Others speak their testimony in the midst of the pain, loss, and uncertainty to reaffirm what God is doing in their life.

One of our members shared this testimony on Facebook recently. I’ll let the words speak for themselves:

I’ve never been one to use Facebook as my forum for personal reflection, but here’s to firsts. I’m losing my father to cancer. Admitting these words to myself, let alone others, has been a difficult process. I am not posting for sympathy, but rather in response to a call. Many are hurting like I, and this fact weighs me down tremendously.
At every terrible turn of cancer, I have found myself asking where is God in all this? Tonight at our pub discussion group we asked where is God in the Aurora shooting? The answer I’ve worked out:
God is in the midst of the Hurt. God is in the Help. God is in the Healing.
Too often we focus on WHY. WHY does my Dad have cancer? WHY did this evil event have to happen? Instead of watching God do miracles in the aftermath of the shit that life can throw at us. And even worse, we miss out on being a part of that miraculous healing. With my dad, I’ve seen people open their hearts with love in a way that is truly godly, affirming and miraculous. Out of the worst, I’ve seen the best. I pray that others will see this too. I felt that I couldn’t sleep well until I proclaimed that God is the Great Healer, and though there is darkness in the world, there is always hope in God.

Thanks be to God for this witness – and for the love of God that seeks to surround and fill all.


A Prayer for the Unemployed

Lines of the unemployed

I came across this prayer in some of my work preparing for last Sunday’s sermon. Above all else, I want anyone who is unemployed to know that you have value and worth. You are being prayed for. You are loved. Your church and your family are cheering for you as you pound the pavement and look for those open doors.

If you feel down today or at any point, you might try googling prayers for the unemployed and keeping them handy. Use this one below, courtesy of Beliefnet, to center you when the going gets tough.

O God, who made us in your image and intended us for creative work;

look with love on those of us who are unemployed.

Help us to enjoy life together with those who have work

and to understand what kind of help we need to give one another,

whether in paid employment or not.

Guide the leaders of our country,

that they may take wise decisions which will benefit us all.

Finally we ask you Lord to guide us

in the knowledge that we all have worth in ourselves

and that we are all of equal value in your eyes,

through Jesus Christ Our Lord. Amen.


A Prayer of Confession for our Politics

I know people are getting upset or excited about the Supreme Court decision. Some folks want to claim its doomsday, while others are celebrating like the 4th is already here. Regardless, I challenge our community to remember that as Christians we are called to love our enemies and pray for them (Matthew 5:44). I think we need to take that seriously.

Part of that process means, when you feel yourself getting emotional or upset, to take a step back and get centered. Prayers of confession are a beautiful way to do that when you feel like you have crossed a line with someone. Bruce Reyes-Chow on Patheos put together a simple but effective prayer that might be useful in a time like this.

God of all humanity, Your people come to You in prayer.

Remind us of Your calling to be your passionate, gracious and faithful servants in the world.

When we forget our own history and story,
Forgive us.

When we do not welcome the stranger,
Forgive us.

When we do not honor our neighbor,
Forgive us.

When we deny the humanity of any person,
Forgive us.

When our passion turns to persecution,
our anger turns to animosity
and righteousness turns to wrath
Forgive us.

When we repay evil with evil with our minds, hearts or hands
Forgive us.

Be with your people in our passionate actions of faith,
have mercy on us when we falter
and renew our spirits for the journey

Amen.


Christian Hosoi

Christia Air - Christian Hosoi

I am a skateboarder, although I don’t skate nearly as much as I used to. I suppose I get worried about hurting my hands or wrist, which I rely on a lot for my weekly roles here at church. My brother got into the sport at a young age, and I followed closely behind, even placing in some skate contest at an OKC church in my pre-teens. Skating gave me tons of good friends and exhilarating moments. And though I don’t skate as often as I do, some of it has never left me. Muscle memory and all.

I grew up watching Tony Hawk, Gator, Lance Mountain, Ray Barbee, and Christian Hosoi on old VHS tapes. Those guys were my idols, though some of them disappeared from the limelight, some have gone on to do worldwide fame, and others went down dark paths. Christian Hosoi was one of those, evidently caught up in drugs when skating dropped off the map for a while. Grantland has a great piece about his story and his redemption as an outreach minister:

Like a man floating through space — or, perhaps, on his way to heaven. Of course there were all these holy signifiers around Hosoi, he now explains, just waiting to be accepted — the nickname “Christ,” for example. When Hosoi arrives at his spiritual awakening in Hosoi, it lacks the brain-stretching wonder of a true epiphany. Instead, a book that has been episodic and restrained suddenly snaps into shape. Nabbed by the cops with 1.5 pounds of meth, he finds himself in jail and, at the behest of his girlfriend, decides to read the Bible. He is awakened. He realizes that “Jesus Christ is more than a rad-sounding name.”

A great read to remind us how our life paths go into unpredictable directions… but ultimately hopeful directions.

I also recommend this great interview with Christian at the Indie Spiritualist. Good stuff where he talks more about that moment of return in prison where he realized he could make something out of his life:

Through reading the scriptures I realized there was a purpose for my life, that I was created for a reason, that I was significant, that it was my choices that got me to where I was at and that  it would be my choices that would get me to where I wanted to be as well. So from that moment on, all of the weight, the pain, guilt & shame fell off my shoulders and I started to feel whole, like the void was being filled up in my heart and it was the love of God. The Bible says, “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whoever believes in Him will not perish, but have everlasting life.” – John 3:16 and in that moment I realized, “Wow, there’s a love greater than what I know of in this world.”

The coolest thing about this story is that he never had to give up what he loved to do – skating. In fact, his calling just took those gifts and helped him find new ways to use them.


Wholeness Group this evening

Addiction & Grace by Gerald May

Our new Wholeness Group is still in its infancy. We are meeting for the third time tonight, looking at chapter two from Addiction and Grace. There is still plenty of time to catch up and join in the conversation. I still have about three extra books for anyone who needs one.

Remember, this group is less about recovery and more about finding balance and healing. We are not trying to fix anyone in our sessions together. There is opportunity to share stories, struggles, hopes, and ideas.

The two big keys for me out of the reading for this week are these two lines, both on page 31:

“First, although God calls us all toward more perfect life, we cannot personally achieve the state of perfection. … Second, we need to recognize that the incompleteness within us, our personal insufficiency, does not make us unacceptable in God’s eyes.”

Struggling with our addictions, whether they are chemical, relationship, work, or whatever, is about realizing our limits. We can’t fix ourselves. We can’t easily solve this addiction. And that fact does not make us less lovable. We are still loved. God still finds great value in us. There is always hope. Once we admit that we cannot simply overcome these issues, the more likely we are to begin the path toward healing.

If you know someone who is looking for a safe place for this kind of conversation or if you need an informal, supportive group of folks to vent about your struggle to find wholeness, join us this evening, 6:30 PM in the Disciples Room at East Dallas Christian Church (629 N. Peak St., Dallas, TX).


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